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++ Hi-LOIN mix++

it was a long time ago, yet your face is everywhere,

all them girls, they have your face,

the way you talk, and how you say HI,

things got screwed up, and it was my fault,

but now, how come it’s still me who cannot forget.

you carry with you, the fruit of your loin

our long journey put to a stop,

sure as hell I took things for granted

how did things go so quickly

that question be answered, it’s all I ever wanted.

plans to flans

dreams to schemes,

there is no more you and me now,

that quarter of a decade of your jail.

perhaps you are free now, to whatever pain and suffering that I’ve bestowed upon you,

merely a road for you to grow, and maybe help you get to the things you really want to do.

such a long freaking ride isn’t it, you have your happy ending now, and I battle my way to connect my own dotted lines,

remember this, what we used to have was great, not in any sense fake, nor made up, it is as real as it gets, you were my first to everything and I thought you’d be the freaking last.

I know you are happy now, and I am somewhat in a similar way.

I don’t feel empty, but I do feel there’s something I need.

I do wish this is right,

I do wish you were right,

this is how things should go…

I wish you were right that maybe it is really me, for her.

our lives are still crossed, linked whichever way we looked at it, ties are made, and bonds cant be unwelded.

this isn’t my last goodbye,

I was only saying, HI.

~ by leerz25 on July 2, 2009.